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 Ready for Some…

25 Sep
Ready for some woo-woo (I”m afraid to let the world in general see this side of me). I just watched this. Shit like this is really really jumping out at me. Something beyond the bs we see all around us is stirring.
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I can’t go get a job right now because … something is happening to me. A deep yearning that I did not consciously choose. Its pretty much all I think about and all I want. Some kind of woo woo cosmic awakening…please do not ask me to explain, because I cant. If I understood it, I wouldn’t be going thru this semi-crisis I am going thru right now.  I don’t want to fight (ie interview and compete for a job — competition btw, is obsolete! it assumes and continues the illusion of scarcity, and doing stuff for money instead of for how it helps you feel/resonate/live—which, btw, would be the New Currency), I just want to create. And I wouldn’t even be creating, I’d just be allowing it to flow thru me. I’d just be a transmitter of sorts. It wouldn’t even be mine, or of me. I’d have very little ownership. Its so weird. Our entire worldview and how we relate to our life here and live out “modern” days/life is so obsolete. The systems of how we work, earn a living, and live … are so archaic, I am having A REALLY HARD TIME  participating in them. REALLY HARD TIME.  I don’t think I can anymore. I’m sorry. Now do you see why I am afraid that I might be crazy???
I don’t want to throw the baby out with the bathwater (around all things work, employment and pay)…but its not really clear to me right now which part is the baby and which part is the bathwater.
All I know is that I need to a) TRUST (scarryyyy!!!!!), b) FOLLOW this Nudge (even scarier!!!!!!!) and c) Create/Allow (or is that called Co-Creating?) … now that part is the fun part, I think : )
So, I’ve been working on it. More on exactly what later. Its “Gerber” and I am sure I’ll graduate from there, I guess…(but wait, have you tasted Gerber lately? its yummy! I don’t think I’d mind a whole lot if I stayed on Gerber level).
Here’s someone, have you heard of him…Buckminster Fuller? Lots of people love and call him brilliant and genius…when I read this, I thought “exactly!! Im not the only one who feels this way!”
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I posted it on Jay’s FB and Matt (who I also think is pretty smart) liked it and commented:
Don’t get me started! Let’s just say that I don’t have this extreme of view on work. But he makes a vary valid point when he talks about useless jobs to keep people busy. I believe people should work jobs that actually make our lives better. But I reject the idea that people should be paid less than what it costs to make a living (or a thousand times more than what it costs to make a living). The other point he touches on is the idea of scarcity. Scarcity in energy, housing, and food, especially in the US, is a man manipulated phenomena. Ten hours a week of work should cover this for everybody, no mater what your job is. The rest should be gravy. Anyway, just scratching the surface. Like I said, don’t get me started!
So this is part of what is swimming around in my head, heart and soul (24/7)…which is another reason socializing is so hard for me…I’m honestly not that into it. I’d rather hang out with the cosmos and ponder, and wonder and imagine, and co-create.
I’m copying Nic here bc she’s like my woo-woo rock.
I love you Mab! Thanks for being someone I can talk to!

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